So yesterday started October. I made promises to myself to start a new writing project. I promised to get vulnerable. I promised myself to dig deep into who I am and who I want to be.
All that to say it’s October 2nd and I didn’t do any of the things I set out to do. I wouldn’t say it was fear but it was most definitely some distraction going on. Granted I am only a day late it doesn’t negate that there was something I set out to do and failed.
This brings in why I picked to post on vulnerable topics and have moments that ultimately change or have changed the course of my life.
Why is it that we don’t do things? Why do we put things off to the next day? Why do we think things will wait for us? Why do we think success or failure is in our control? Why do we think our definition of something means so much and defines everything?
I sit here with a challenge from my editor to get a little bit more vulnerable dig a little deeper. It seemed easy because, honestly, who is readying my posts…no one.
So over the next thirty days, yes 30 days I am going to do some vulnerability training. I am going to exercise loosing myself in my writing. The hope is on the other side of this I will be able to give people an opportunity or desire to transform through my written words.
I will look at situations that occur in my life and really force myself to dissect the layers of reactions I have.
If I call myself a Transformation Manager – how am I demonstrating that?
If I call myself a Life-Coach – how am I demonstrating that?
Both require me to look at parts of me that are painful. Parts of me that I hide from others. Parts of me that are even filled with joy. All in all everyday isn’t a walk in the park but I am being challenged to look at my day and dig deep to find its purpose. I accept that some days will be more challenging than others. Please come on this journey with me to explore the Krys Grant-Ray experience.
Love you lots.