Tears of fear.

Every day I am crippled by fear. I sit in it and build foundations on it. I worry over them, I let them dictate my emotional state. My fear controls my behavior and my thoughts.

The fear of becoming someone I am not proud of.

The fear of not achieving what I set out to do.

The fear of not being seen.

The fear of not being heard.

The fear of the unseen possibilities.

In the moments fear has bound me up and spoken it’s lies to me I creep into a coma of insecurity. I am like a zombie stuck between life and death.

I call out to God – “God can you hear me!”

Though my cries are heard by God I have yet slipped into a place that keeps me from hearing his reply. This is the devil’s breading ground. The lies begin, the fears become a false reality, the shame and guilt pile up, and I feel like God doesn’t care.

My saving grace is that God never left me. My cries have to get quiet enough to be till enough to hear God speak back. Silence – that’s hard. Telling all the thoughts to stop and submit to the voice of God.

That’s where I am all in my fears trying to quiet them long enough to hear God’s voice.

How about you? Do you have some fears you need to let go of? Do you have some guilt and shame that you just can’t let go of?

Come to the feet of Jesus. Listen for His gentle voice speak love to you. Watch for His grace and mercy bring into His arms. Feel the love of Father God invade your heart and lavish His love upon you in a new way.

Is this challenging and often feel unattainable? Absolutely! However, it is not impossible. God is with you, fighting for you, and loving you through everything you encounter.

I would love to hear from you so please seek God, listen to His word, get into community with people who have a love for God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit. Watch your life transform.

Until next time be encouraged. Keep your head to the sky and know where your true help comes from.

With love,

Krys Grant-Ray

Published by Krys Grant-Ray

Hello, my name is Krys Grant-Ray and I am a Christian Transformational Life Coach. Yes, that is a mouth full, isn't it? I have used my coaching training and my relationship with God to switch focus from changing a thought or action to true transformation. My focus is helping you find the optimum space for authentic transformation from the inside out. Put a magnifying glass up to the mundane cycle of your life that you sucked out passion while you seek out what you want. Rediscover who you really are and what you were put on this earth to do. Let go of the daily grind we all get stuck in. I continually challenge you to think outside of the box you were taught in. Together we seek a better way to become the best version of who you are. I do this through an 8- step process of shifting focus, investing in what you believe in, building a foundation that supports consistent positive growth. Finally, you will learn how to grow in the restful periods of life and then know when to move on to the next step. This transformational process gets you out of comfort zone and into your thriving zone. It is a wonderful and creative place that you need to visit daily. Together you and I will map out your thoughts in a way that works specifically for you. Let’s open your world to clear and vivid images that you can put into words. From those words you will find authentic self-expression; ultimately discovering your uniqueness and experience geniune truth and beauty.

2 thoughts on “Tears of fear.

  1. Krys, I just found your blog and I’m so glad I did. You’re real, insightful and most of all, reflect God and His love for you and me and anyone who comes in contact with you and your awesome blog! Love you!


    1. Hey Paul,

      Thanks for stopping by and I am happy you enjoyed it.

      God is truly such an amazing presence. His love leaves me speechless.

      Looking forward to increasing the content and pouring out my journey with the world. This has only scratched the surface of where God is taking me in this journey.

      Would love it if you stick around and be part of my journey.

      Love you,
      Krys Grant-Ray


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