Yesterday I felt my life changed!

Good morning journey companion,

It’s been such a year for me.  I struggled in so many areas.  I began therapy for many of the issues I have encountered and I decided to take on the biggest beast of them all while juggling my faith walk, I decided to take on the task of  building my own business, while working full-time, raising my ten year old son, and attempting to salvage my marriage.  Yes, it’s been a tall order.  Often times I found myself balancing them because one always helped me take my mind off of the other.

Well, last week was Thanksgiving and all my sub-worlds collided.  Everything seemed to have become one thing… my home life, work life, business life, and personal life all flowed into each other like a tidal wave.  I found myself in a sea of emotional sewage and was beginning to loose faith in God.

You see twenty plus years ago I had all these same types of things going. Working full time, had a full time boyfriend, had part time faith in God, and a broken home life.  All the makings of the first tidal wave I ever experienced.   Fast forward to now… I am experiencing a lot of the same emotional heaviness and displaced faith.  I really found myself lost.  So I laid in the bed, I cried, I ate, I watched television, and I was grumpy.

Where did my life go wrong?  Where did I mess things up so much that I am literally feeling the weight of the world on me.  Why haven’t I done because my life is all out of order.

Saturday as I laid in bed, I prayed and I prayed, I needed to know God was hearing me.  I needed to know that Iw wasn’t loosing my mind.  However, nothing…I heard nothing, felt nothing and saw nothing.  Trapped in a cycle of brokenness.  I constantly disqualified myself from being able to break free.

Then it happened, I sat in church on Sunday…I was able to let go of some of my pain.  I was able to surrender some of the things that held me in satan’s grip.  As the pastor preached and the Holy Spirit moved in my heart I realized that I have to believe that what God said is for everyone else is also for me.  I had to let go of some fears and step boldly into who God made me.  I had to be ok that my story wasn’t what I planned or even what I wanted but God knows what is best.  Trusting God means I have to let go of my fears.  I have to step out of what I know and believe what I don’t see yet.

My life changed yesterday.  My faith increased and I began to have hope in things that I never did before.

Maybe you are out there without hope.  I want to tell you that it is a daily choice to look for hope, to believe what God has said to you and about you.  I look forward to what December has to bring because I know in it lies God’s promise to me and to my family.  It may not look like what I think it should but it will look like what I need it to.

Praying for you and looking forward to next steps.

Love you always,

Krys Grant-Ray

Published by Krys Grant-Ray

Hello, my name is Krys Grant-Ray and I am a Christian Transformational Life Coach. Yes, that is a mouth full, isn't it? I have used my coaching training and my relationship with God to switch focus from changing a thought or action to true transformation. My focus is helping you find the optimum space for authentic transformation from the inside out. Put a magnifying glass up to the mundane cycle of your life that you sucked out passion while you seek out what you want. Rediscover who you really are and what you were put on this earth to do. Let go of the daily grind we all get stuck in. I continually challenge you to think outside of the box you were taught in. Together we seek a better way to become the best version of who you are. I do this through an 8- step process of shifting focus, investing in what you believe in, building a foundation that supports consistent positive growth. Finally, you will learn how to grow in the restful periods of life and then know when to move on to the next step. This transformational process gets you out of comfort zone and into your thriving zone. It is a wonderful and creative place that you need to visit daily. Together you and I will map out your thoughts in a way that works specifically for you. Let’s open your world to clear and vivid images that you can put into words. From those words you will find authentic self-expression; ultimately discovering your uniqueness and experience geniune truth and beauty.

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