Day 51

Good morning journey companion,

I am completely focused on the power of divine connection. My connection to the holy trinity gives me a source of power and strength I don’t have alone.

Through my relationship and willingness to always say yes I find myself changing the atmosphere of the world around me. Yesterday I realized that not only can I change it for good but I can also tilt it off balance.

My emotions have been having a field day. I am proud to say I haven’t had an anxiety attack in over forty days but I am constantly reminded by the stories on my head that I can potentially unravel again.

When I encounter experiences that mirror my past and react different my mind lies to me. It tells me I can’t handle this if I don’t behave a certain way. There is a power struggle to have the human emotion and having the spiritual connection.

I have to constantly remind myself to bow down and worship God, cast my cares on Jesus, rebuke the idea that who I am growing to be can’t be sustained and really keep my relationship with God the center of everything.

I don’t know the ins and outs of your journey. I do know that there is only one God who can rewrite the stories we tell ourselves. I use to be an unstable bottle of emotions like a coke bottle with mentos I would explode when shaken.

The peace that God has given me allows me to breathe and relax in the comfort of knowing God doesn’t need my help to iron out the situation and that my desire for relationship with Him makes all things better.

Father God – I pray for a peace that surpasses our human understanding that is rooted in Your love and truth. I pray for moments that we can distill our thoughts to focus only on God being the center of everything.

I pray that God is what we worship and we lay everything at His feet. I pray that we exhale His name on high and have reverence for the glory He brings. I pray that as we draw near to God it’s a pure desire to know Him better and be refined in the spirit.

I pray that you are able to remember who you were in your past but accept the transformation God is doing in your future. I pray you are able to let go and let God.

When you enter God’s presence I pray He also surrounds you with people here on earth to help you and guide you. I pray for you from the bottom of my heart to have a relationship with God that runs so deep and so wide it’s uncontainable and becomes the transformational life line that you can track all the days of your life.

I pray God’s mighty will over power your desires and keeps you obedient to Him. I pray that your surrender to God is unwavering in every situation. I pray that you see the work God is doing, has done, and continues to do in your life.

I pray for your job, your commute to and from work, I pray for every encounter you have to be a reflection of how God is moving in your life bringing forth a testimony of how gentle and loving God is in every moment of our lives. I pray all these prayers and so much more in the mighty name of Jesus amen.