Though it was purposeful to go home to speak face to face with my family, it was also a realization that there will be many thoughts and desires on how to move forward.
I kept thinking about situations in the past that made me feel as though I was alone. I was hoping this time it would be different.
My prayer was God please help me with my faith and the relationships. I really needed the support of my family but was so use to be independent and the black sheep that I really needed my mentality to shift.
I needed to believe my son and I’d best interest would come into play and supersede any previous experiences.
I had space to process but my son felt neglected. Family dynamics are real especially when 3 generations are staying in one space.
All of my past experiences, feelings and memories flooded my mind. I couldn’t escape the doubt, fear and even moments of depression. I hated every minute.
How do you escape the reality that you aren’t even able to go 100 feet alone? I couldn’t!
Thank you so much for your prayers, donations and dedication to God’s vision. Look forward to growing closer and setting a space of intentional God moments. I am committed to leaning in and pressing forward no matter what the cost. So excited for the journey to continue.
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Hello, my name is Krys Grant-Ray and I am a Christian Transformational Life Coach. Yes, that is a mouth full, isn't it?
I have used my coaching training and my relationship with God to switch focus from changing a thought or action to true transformation. My focus is helping you find the optimum space for authentic transformation from the inside out.
Put a magnifying glass up to the mundane cycle of your life that you sucked out passion while you seek out what you want. Rediscover who you really are and what you were put on this earth to do. Let go of the daily grind we all get stuck in.
I continually challenge you to think outside of the box you were taught in. Together we seek a better way to become the best version of who you are. I do this through an 8- step process of shifting focus, investing in what you believe in, building a foundation that supports consistent positive growth. Finally, you will learn how to grow in the restful periods of life and then know when to move on to the next step.
This transformational process gets you out of comfort zone and into your thriving zone. It is a wonderful and creative place that you need to visit daily. Together you and I will map out your thoughts in a way that works specifically for you.
Let’s open your world to clear and vivid images that you can put into words. From those words you will find authentic self-expression; ultimately discovering your uniqueness and experience geniune truth and beauty.
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