A heartbeat away

My son is my heartbeat walking outside of my body. He embodies everything I never thought I could be or do. While I am away receiving treatment it’s so challenging to navigate his teenage hormonal mood and frustrations with an ill mother. I just want to get better so I could be close to him…not just physically but also emotionally because he seems to be shutting me out to protect what he feels a pain that he is going to endure.

Sometimes when I wake up I have to remind myself that I am a 14 hour time difference away from my son. I want to hear his voice and tell him how much I love him. In those moments I feel a rush of emotions, my heart beats faster than usual and my mind races with all the things a mom thinks about when she thinks of her child.

Today I just remind myself that my son no matter how near or far is really only a heartbeat away from me and I will be able to hold him in my arms soon and hear his voice sooner.

I don’t think I can ever get use to the idea of my son being so far away. Lord help me.

Published by Krys Grant-Ray

Hello, my name is Krys Grant-Ray and I am a Christian Transformational Life Coach. Yes, that is a mouth full, isn't it? I have used my coaching training and my relationship with God to switch focus from changing a thought or action to true transformation. My focus is helping you find the optimum space for authentic transformation from the inside out. Put a magnifying glass up to the mundane cycle of your life that you sucked out passion while you seek out what you want. Rediscover who you really are and what you were put on this earth to do. Let go of the daily grind we all get stuck in. I continually challenge you to think outside of the box you were taught in. Together we seek a better way to become the best version of who you are. I do this through an 8- step process of shifting focus, investing in what you believe in, building a foundation that supports consistent positive growth. Finally, you will learn how to grow in the restful periods of life and then know when to move on to the next step. This transformational process gets you out of comfort zone and into your thriving zone. It is a wonderful and creative place that you need to visit daily. Together you and I will map out your thoughts in a way that works specifically for you. Let’s open your world to clear and vivid images that you can put into words. From those words you will find authentic self-expression; ultimately discovering your uniqueness and experience geniune truth and beauty.

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