The leak kills

Every time I look at my hand even when I don’t want to identify as a cancer patient I am reminded that I am due to a nurses neglect.

Every 21 days I go into the infusion center and a nurse is to find a vein and insert a needle that will be the vessel to carry the chemo and other cocktails of drugs to my body for about an three hours. When I went in for this treatment I was a pin cushion the nurse couldn’t find the best one to use. Even in my discomfort he insisted that there was no issue with the one he found and that I would be fine.

It was uncomfortable and I was extremely frustrated. After my appointment I reported I didn’t want that person again to treat me. The department of oncology is a sensitive department. We patiences are dealing with a lot of pain already that we don’t need nurses, doctors, medical assistance or similar to be dismissive of us.

Today I had to say a prayer for this guy because maybe he doesn’t even understand the impact, maybe he does. either way it’s my job to forgive what I am holding. My body is constantly changes and I am always reevaluating how I adjust to the journey.

The painful part I reflected on today is that there are people in charge of treating me that will never actually know how I feel or what this journey is all about.

Until next time.

Published by Krys Grant-Ray

Hello, my name is Krys Grant-Ray and I am a Christian Transformational Life Coach. Yes, that is a mouth full, isn't it? I have used my coaching training and my relationship with God to switch focus from changing a thought or action to true transformation. My focus is helping you find the optimum space for authentic transformation from the inside out. Put a magnifying glass up to the mundane cycle of your life that you sucked out passion while you seek out what you want. Rediscover who you really are and what you were put on this earth to do. Let go of the daily grind we all get stuck in. I continually challenge you to think outside of the box you were taught in. Together we seek a better way to become the best version of who you are. I do this through an 8- step process of shifting focus, investing in what you believe in, building a foundation that supports consistent positive growth. Finally, you will learn how to grow in the restful periods of life and then know when to move on to the next step. This transformational process gets you out of comfort zone and into your thriving zone. It is a wonderful and creative place that you need to visit daily. Together you and I will map out your thoughts in a way that works specifically for you. Let’s open your world to clear and vivid images that you can put into words. From those words you will find authentic self-expression; ultimately discovering your uniqueness and experience geniune truth and beauty.

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