New day New Emotions

Today I woke up earlier than usual. I am struggling through this stupid diagnosis, my spiritual journey and keeping relationships together.

I accept that God is in control. He promised me it will be for my good. God gives me the courage to keep going and the hope to hold on. Sometimes I loose sight of God in the midst of the medical dialogue. My heart breaks when I hear the words that I know go against what I know God has told me. I have to do so much internal work to change the reel of communication. I have to change the words I hear to God’s truth!

The doctor says: the diagnosis you have is Metastatic Breast Cancer – this is not a curable disease. You are currently stable and this is a good thing.

My brain says: I know I don’t look like what I am going through but I feel it and I am afraid of being unstable.

My God says: We must pay the most careful attention, therefore, to what we have heard, so that we do not drift away. For since the message spoken through angels was binding, and every violation and disobedience received its just punishment, how shall we escape if we ignore so great a salvation? This salvation, which was first announced by the Lord, was confirmed to us by those who heard him. God also testified to it by signs, wonders and various miracles, and by gifts of the Holy Spirit distributed according to his will. — Hebrews 2:4 NIV

The doctor says: when the meds don’t work then then we have minimal options

My brain says: OMG…God said He has stage 5 in my life but I don’t see it! Help me with my unbelief. Show me where to look and what to see.

God says: 35 While Jesus was still speaking, some people came from the house of Jairus, the synagogue leader. “Your daughter is dead,” they said. “Why bother the teacher anymore?” 36 Overhearing what they said, Jesus told him, “Don’t be afraid; just believe.” — Mark 5:34-36

God reminds me:“Don’t be afraid,” he said. “Take courage. I am here!” — Matthew 14:27 NLT

God comforts me: We know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose. — Romans 8:28

My spirit says to God: You go before me and follow me. You place Your hand of blessing on my head. — Psalm 139:5 NLT

I accept that I don’t have to live afraid, hopeless or helpless because God cares. He holds me in His hands and leads me safely to Him.

Thank you so much for reading my blog. I am continuing to fight the good fight of faith. Love you more than words can express. Until next time.

Published by Krys Grant-Ray

Hello, my name is Krys Grant-Ray and I am a Christian Transformational Life Coach. Yes, that is a mouth full, isn't it? I have used my coaching training and my relationship with God to switch focus from changing a thought or action to true transformation. My focus is helping you find the optimum space for authentic transformation from the inside out. Put a magnifying glass up to the mundane cycle of your life that you sucked out passion while you seek out what you want. Rediscover who you really are and what you were put on this earth to do. Let go of the daily grind we all get stuck in. I continually challenge you to think outside of the box you were taught in. Together we seek a better way to become the best version of who you are. I do this through an 8- step process of shifting focus, investing in what you believe in, building a foundation that supports consistent positive growth. Finally, you will learn how to grow in the restful periods of life and then know when to move on to the next step. This transformational process gets you out of comfort zone and into your thriving zone. It is a wonderful and creative place that you need to visit daily. Together you and I will map out your thoughts in a way that works specifically for you. Let’s open your world to clear and vivid images that you can put into words. From those words you will find authentic self-expression; ultimately discovering your uniqueness and experience geniune truth and beauty.

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