I learned that things aren’t always what they seem. My intentions and my desires have all been shattered to pieces. Progress you came in with big promises of a better life and I feel like I have just entered the seventh layer of hell.
Pain lives in my heart and I don’t know how to get over it. Progress has shown me that growing means not forgetting my past. Humility and appreciation for where God has brought me from. I sit with my tears and my prayers asking God to change my view of this situation.
I am not trying to make this a super spiritual or religious moment but I am trying to sift through the crap called my life. I am absolutely sure that I will get through this but right now I can’t see how I can get over the heartache that penetrates my being.
I am going to go feel what I feel and do my best to let go.
Until next time…