It’s time to plan for a new beginning
Fresh start, new path, resolutions, and whatever else you like to call the. It’s time.
2018 was a tough year for me. It broke some of my dreams. It destroyed what I believed to be reality. It changed what I consider love to be and look like.
2018 was harsh it held nothing back. It gave me immense pain, terrifying fear, unbridled hatred, and stole my happiness.
As I reflect and begin a journey of healing I remember surrendering some of this to 2017. Yet 2018 tested my belief in the surrender.
2018 you took my surrender and threw it in my face to see if I would loose control. – I lost control, I spun out and hit walls, and I injured myself several times. I almost broke as I hit rock bottom.
2018 you showed me what faith is, what true surrender means, and unconditional love feels like.
2018 thank you for the lessons. Thank you for the pain. Thank you for the relentless pressing and pressure you applied on areas of my life that I thought were all cleaned up.
Hello 2019, I look forward to what you have in store for me. I can’t imagine what you will bring. I pray that it is more wisdom, faith, peace, joy, courage, and boldness.