Today I went in for my 2nd round of chemo. It’s a lethal injection of chemicals to kill all the cancer – ironically enough it also kills the good cells in your body. I have lost my hair, taste and energy. 21 days hardly seem like enough time to recover from one round and jump into the next.
I slept for 6 hours, my chest felt like it was going to explode, my body ran a fever and I sweat like no bodies business. My only desire is to roll over in bed and keep the television on for useless noise to lull me back to sleep.
There are no consumable comforts to be found and digested. I am struggling to force food down. Making it with one meal at a time and water.
My mind and body are sending conflicting messages on the strength and will to live each day…my faith is all I have. My community encourages me and my son reminds me of the importance of my presence.
2022-2023 has been nothing short of a nightmare but I keep asking God to change my perspective.
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Hello, my name is Krys Grant-Ray and I am a Christian Transformational Life Coach. Yes, that is a mouth full, isn't it?
I have used my coaching training and my relationship with God to switch focus from changing a thought or action to true transformation. My focus is helping you find the optimum space for authentic transformation from the inside out.
Put a magnifying glass up to the mundane cycle of your life that you sucked out passion while you seek out what you want. Rediscover who you really are and what you were put on this earth to do. Let go of the daily grind we all get stuck in.
I continually challenge you to think outside of the box you were taught in. Together we seek a better way to become the best version of who you are. I do this through an 8- step process of shifting focus, investing in what you believe in, building a foundation that supports consistent positive growth. Finally, you will learn how to grow in the restful periods of life and then know when to move on to the next step.
This transformational process gets you out of comfort zone and into your thriving zone. It is a wonderful and creative place that you need to visit daily. Together you and I will map out your thoughts in a way that works specifically for you.
Let’s open your world to clear and vivid images that you can put into words. From those words you will find authentic self-expression; ultimately discovering your uniqueness and experience geniune truth and beauty.
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